It's not always as same as you wish

Hellowhhh...it's still me :). I'm gonna tell you new story and this story is about senior high school-__-. Yeah, ternyata jadi murid SHS enggak seenak yg pernah gue bayangin. 1. Ulangannya lisan man! sebenernya waktu smp gue pernah juga ul lisan tapi itu pelajaran bhs inggris dan senbud, nah kalo sekarang? KIMIA brooo!-__- please deh. 2. Pelajarannya banyak bangettt-_____-. Gue enggak kebayang gimana jadinya gue 7.200 hari kedepan kalo tiap hari tas berat-__- kapan tinggi gue bisa 2 meter?! oke gausah muluk-muluk, minimal 180cm lah, gimana coba? hah?-___-. 3. Harus serius, karena SHS menentukan langkah lo selanjutnya -_-. 4. Gue harus adaptasi dengan temen-temen baru gue, karena SEMUA temen smp gue gaada yg satu SHS sama gue-__-, mereka SEMUA rata-rata pada sekolah di tebet-_-hiks.

Holiday or Liburan itu sama, sama-sama bikin Boring or Bosan

Hellooo. Udah lama nih enggak buka blog, sebenernya sih dari kemaren bisa aja buka tapi gara2 nonton drama jadinya males hehee. Aduh bingung deh mau nulis apa, tapi yg jls gue mau mencurahkan semua yg ada di kepala dan hati. Rumah sepi, twitter sepi, fb sepi, so what should I do? akhir2 ini jadi galau enggak tau kenapa dan kalau browsing pasti bingung mau ngapain (padahal biasanya nyari info2 tntng korea). hmm, mungkin ini syndrome kangen sama anak SPARGA kali yaaaa. Kayaknya udh lbh dari sebulan gue enggak ketemu mereka, semenjak selesau UN (eh enggak juga deng, soalnya waktu itu SPARGA sempet rapat tntng jaket dll di our beloved class). Oiya, masa tadi gue enggak sengaja baca artikel tentang orang korea itu rasis. Hmm kayaknya my love for korea will slowly dissappear deh. Yasudahlah, let's see as time goes bye hehehe. Aduuuh kok jadi makin enggak jelas gini ya ngomongnya -___-, padahal masih banyak yg belom dicurahkan -__-v. Oiyaaaaa, sekitar seminggu yang lalu gue nonton goong a.k.a princess hours dan ternyata itu seru banget. Gue sampe nangis masa-__-. Ohiya, si pangeran Shin ganteng lho!! Awalnya gue kira yg jadi pangeran shin itu yg main di you're my destiny, eh ternyata cuma mirip aja. Enggak cuma mukanya doang yg mirip, tapi namanya juga mirip lho!! Pangeran Shin nama aslinya Joo Ji Hoon, sedangkan yg main di you're my destiny itu Lee Ji Hoon. Karena tertarik dngn pangeran shin, gue jadi nyari info2 kehidupan nyatanya dia gitu. Dan gue menemukan berita kalau dia ternyata pengguna sekaligus pengedar narkoba di Jepang!!!! Huaaaaaaa :'(, hati gue ancur banget pas tau itu (sorry lebay hehe). Sumpah gue enggak nyangka banget Joo Ji Hoon kayak gitu, soalnya mukanya innocent banget sih -__-. Tapi berhubung dia itu model, jadi sekarang bagi gue itu no wonder lagi, yaaa tau sendiri lah (biasanya) dunia model itu kaya gimana. Eits tapi gue tetep nge fans sama dia, soalnya setelah kena skandal itu dia mutusin untuk WAMIL lebih awal, soalnya setelah dia WAMIL, dia katanya mau ngerubah imagenya yg tercoreng itu. So, mungkin sekarang Oppa sudah taubat hehee. Padahal ya, sebelum kena skandal itu, karirnya lagi melejit, wah sayang banget nih, Oppa! :'(. However, sekarang Oppa sudah selesai WAMIL. Aduuuuh udah enggak sabar lagi liat Oppa main drama hehe. Tapi sangat disayangkan, sekarang model rambut Oppa (bagi gue) alay -___-. Oiya, dua hari yg lalu gue nonton film the naked kitchen, yg main Oppa sama Shin Min Ah (SMA). Baru part pertama, gue udah dikagetkan dengan adegan *nyiiiit* Oppa dengan SMA :'(. Yaampun yaampun yaampun -___-, tapi yaudahlah itukan tuntutan peran (tapi...-__-) dan lagian itu filmnya udah tahun 2009 (sebelum Oppa WAMIL/taubat). Eheheheh kok malah jadi ngebahas Oppa ya??? hmm.

Taylor swift- Our song

Because of you (lyrics)-Kelly clarkson

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you 

Beautiful monster (lyrics)-Ne yo

In all my life, and the hereafter, i've never seen someone like you

You're a knife, sharp and deadly, and its me, that you cut into

But i don't mind, in fact i like it, though i'm terrified, i'm turned on but scared of you

(Chorus)
She's a monster, beautiful monster, beautiful monster, but i don't mind
And i need her, said i need her, beautiful monster, but i don't mind

Ohhhh
Said I dont mind i dont i dont mind
No i don't mind
i dont mind i dont i dont mind
No i don't mind
I dont mind i dont i dont mind
Ohhh No i don't mind


In her eyes is love and fire, and my heart, she's burnin through
But i don't mind, in fact i like it, tho i'm terrified, i'm turned on but scared of you

(Chorus)
She's a monster, beautiful monster, beautiful monster, but i don't mind
And i need her, and i need her, said i need her, said i need her, beautiful monster, but i don't mind
i dont mind i dont i dont mind
No i dont mind

Playin with my heart and she's playin with my mind. And i don't mind i dont i dont mind, no i don't i dont mind, no i don't mind, i dont i dont mind

i dont mind i dont i dont mind
No i dont mind i dont i dont mind
i dont mind i dont i dont mind
I dont mind i dont i dont mind
Ohhh No i don't mind

(Chorus)
She's a monster, beautiful monster, beautiful monster, but i don't mind
And i need her, said i need her, beautiful monster, but i don't mind

ohhh ohhhh
Said I dont mind i dont i dont mind
No i don't mind
i dont mind i dont i dont mind
No i don't mind
I dont mind i dont i dont mind
Ohhh No i don't mind

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